Nothing new. Blinders in place. Work has cancelled on us. House pmt 4 behind. New Grandson due the first week of February. Tears flow easily. Bank account is now depleted completely. There is still food. Last month’s bills paid Wednesday and new ones arrived in the mail today.
I still believe we can do this, loose our lives as we know them and not give up our humanity. I refuse to give up hope. I’m going to start sorting out what is precious to me to go into storage so it’s not stolen or lost if we have to go to shelters or live in our car. It’s all I know to do.
Gods keep us.