to crush a person’s spirit. The EBT didn’t refil this morning. No notice, nothing. Online it showed everything as being fine. This morning the online doesn’t function and says my account is invalid. We don’t money assistance, all we receive is food stamps. I understand I am not entitled to anything and that GA will pat itself on the back for it’s monthly savings as it closes down offices that don’t work anyway – but for gods sake, I don’t know what to do.
BOA says as long as we are working on our payment resolution they won’t kick us out but they have already taken away my ability to make partial payments and $4k might as well be $4million – and those papers for loan modification NEVER come – they flat out lie that they’ve been sent Fed-EX.
I’ve been trying so hard to set up a plan for living, but with no job and no food stamps, what the hell am I supossed to do? When the bank says move, I’ve got no where to go. When you aren’t relying on religion to have your back, what do you do? Be phoney and fake it?
My sweet son was relying on me to have food for him today – he’s been going without and scraping by for days now. It’s a good thing we didn’t throw out the survival rations I guess. Fuck. Just fuck.