all over jellohead

haven’t thought about it till now. Had other things to think about.
Like a truck broken down in the drive. A job we couldn’t get to, and a water bill we couldn’t pay.

Paypal says it’s processed an 81$ payment that shows no sign of hitting my bank – if it does hit my bank, I’ll be overdrawn by $5. Fu*k! There is a mistake someplace. It seems to be with a yarn purchase I made in December. That’s even more crap. I need this one to work in my favor for 6 more days. What are the chances?

Emergency change is gone. All account padding is gone. No pocket change left. No scrap metal. No change in the couch cushions – hell, we don’t even have a couch. lol No money due in until the 2nd. Not good on any level. At least I can use EBT for bread and milk. I hope Don pays Steve something in advance – so I can go to work tomorrow.


About Morning Knits

I believe in and practice positive living. I love YARN, music, bird watching, history, gemstones, and gardening. I am passionate about the Earth. I am a true homebody. I've said I was Pagan for years to separate myself from a churchy upbringing and judgmental family that left me outside of its bounds. I believe it's our responsibility to tend and protect the Earth. I basically do my thing in a quiet, amused way. I believe in the power of my own hands, the energy of combined prayer, and caring for the earth. I attend a Kingdom focused non denominational Christian Church. I have 6 kids, all home-born and successfully breastfed. The oldest 5 are grown. The youngest is attending Community College and living at home. I'm the oldest of 9, daughter of a missionary mother who lives in Kenya, married to the son of a preacher, with 4 spoiled dogs and and a rescued kitten. Right now, there is small balance after yrs of unemployment. My disability was approved due to degenerative discs, fibromyalgia, and obesity. That last is hard to say. I believe we owe it to ourselves to protect our mental health. It's precious and the one thing we can control. I dislike my own housework and I talk too much. I bought a house in North Carolina and after trying to get my husband here for 6 months, he had a stroke. I'm a two-time caregiver. Steve's got hemiparesis and depression and is learning to walk and trying to use his right side again. It's slow go.
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2 Responses to all over jellohead

  1. Beth Bianchi says:

    😥 I’m going to send you a check today. It won’t be much unfortunately. Some of us are in this same sinking boat and I wish I could ask for help so bad. I’ll take it out of what I put back to go see Adam. ❤ Love you!

  2. love you too but don’t you dare!

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