So I asked Steve for a small jar of Pizza sauce, butter and 2 cans of dog food. He wanders Kroger for an hour and a half and comes home with doughnut holes, 6 pks budig meats, 4 ramen noodle cups, pop tarts, tortilla chips, soda, 3 pks muffin mix, butter, bread, half and half, eggs, dog food, trash bags and pizza sauce. He spent $33 including $10 gas. He made $80. I can’t get the house off my mind. It’s almost too late to mail the payment. I guess he’s just gonna throw his hands up and say oh well.

I talked to G about my feelings and plans. He’s ok with it and understands. Vanessa is ready to help me as well. She can help with leaving or with 2 months of housepayments as I wait for disability to be decided. I feel angrier every day and I hate it.


About Morning Knits

I believe in and practice positive living. I love YARN, music, bird watching, history, gemstones, and gardening. I am passionate about the Earth. I am a true homebody. I've said I was Pagan for years to separate myself from a churchy upbringing and judgmental family that left me outside of its bounds. I believe it's our responsibility to tend and protect the Earth. I basically do my thing in a quiet, amused way. I believe in the power of my own hands, the energy of combined prayer, and caring for the earth. I attend a Kingdom focused non denominational Christian Church. I have 6 kids, all home-born and successfully breastfed. The oldest 5 are grown. The youngest is attending Community College and living at home. I'm the oldest of 9, daughter of a missionary mother who lives in Kenya, married to the son of a preacher, with 4 spoiled dogs and and a rescued kitten. Right now, there is small balance after yrs of unemployment. My disability was approved due to degenerative discs, fibromyalgia, and obesity. That last is hard to say. I believe we owe it to ourselves to protect our mental health. It's precious and the one thing we can control. I dislike my own housework and I talk too much. I bought a house in North Carolina and after trying to get my husband here for 6 months, he had a stroke. I'm a two-time caregiver. Steve's got hemiparesis and depression and is learning to walk and trying to use his right side again. It's slow go.
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2 Responses to junk

  1. bicky says:

    Hang in there lovey.

    • thanks honey…may have found a second option to mull over. Another friend with acerage and a house in Michigan. She could use a bit of help and I’ve known her for ages. She said she was going to do a bit of checking as well so we’d have options. If Kayla is moving to Macon, there isn’t any point to one place over another except that I love ya.

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