So I asked Steve for a small jar of Pizza sauce, butter and 2 cans of dog food. He wanders Kroger for an hour and a half and comes home with doughnut holes, 6 pks budig meats, 4 ramen noodle cups, pop tarts, tortilla chips, soda, 3 pks muffin mix, butter, bread, half and half, eggs, dog food, trash bags and pizza sauce. He spent $33 including $10 gas. He made $80. I can’t get the house off my mind. It’s almost too late to mail the payment. I guess he’s just gonna throw his hands up and say oh well.
I talked to G about my feelings and plans. He’s ok with it and understands. Vanessa is ready to help me as well. She can help with leaving or with 2 months of housepayments as I wait for disability to be decided. I feel angrier every day and I hate it.