I’ve been hired by Domino’s as a driver. I keep putting the exclamation mark on that sentence… fake it till you make it, right? We have no gas money for the 2 weeks it will take to get a check. TIPS. I get tips before I get a check. It will work. I keep blocking the thoughts that bring tears, but they are certainly part of what’s inside of me. I keep praying for better and this is what comes so I am trying hard to accept the blessing and not feel negative. My insides are knotted. If I let down and say anything that bombards my mind, I am ungrateful and negative and unappreciative and don’t deserve anything. So here is my exclamation mark, AGAIN.